Sunday, December 14, 2008
Depth
My opinions change drastically and I am often a confusion to my lovers. See the thing is I get bored easily. I love a challenge and the wanting of a relationship however being it is can be the "boring part". However, this time something is different. Maybe it is my progression or growth. Or maybe it is the fact that I waited and wanted for so long. I have grown to understand that being with one women is beautiful and that the quality of women that I seek, is an expression of my dreams. The reality of the situation is that I once was a heart breaker and now I'm a shaken heart, preparing for the worse, staying optimistic and loving all at the same time.
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ReplyDeleteIt's ironic that you can love, learn and progress with an individual for so long and still not know everything. I struggle with the same issue, "preparing for the worse, staying optimistic and loving all at the same time," but I am too afraid to share it with my lover. I was never a heart breaker but a broken heart and I wouldn't want my lover to think in any way that I am not ready or that I'm hesitant about moving forward. So I guess I'll continue to read her blogs and realize that we are so intertwined that it's scary.
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