I want to write more

I feel that fitting writing and working out into my schedule is vital for my existence on planet earth. I'm not sure why I can't find enough time in the day. I'm unemployed at this point. I have a trip to ATL coming up. I guess once I return and finals are over, I can attempt to give my self a fresh start. I need to write more. I figure if I set goals this may help but for some reason I write goals down, and lose track of the goals sheet. I guess you can say apart of goals should be to accomplish some type of self exhilarating change that motivates me. I need motivated. I miss the arts. I miss writing. I miss sketching. In my dreams I write a poetry book that includes my sketches, I dreamed of this sense child hood. I don't want to put my dreams on hold because my mother made me a firm believer in following you dreams. I guess writing this is the first step. I promise myself that I will get to know her better, I'm sure the rest will fall in place.